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Sunday, October 4 @ 8:53 PM

Anong nangyayari sa malamig na gabi...

Kapag malamig ang gabi, lumilikot ang aking kamay. Naghahanap ng isang mahabang bagay na mahahawakan, hihilahin, kakagatin, at mamanapulahin. At pag ako'y kumalma na, maghahanap na ng papel at ipupunas ang tinta ng nagsusukang bolpen.

Malamig ang gabi, humuhupa na ang ulan. Wala akog magawa, pagsulat ang napagtuunan.

It's been 3 days and 3 months since my last post entry in here [i have this sort of whatever notebook]. Have been too busy. I really can't believe it. I realized I haven't really understood or felt the "time flies" thing. Cliche-ic, I know. But true. It's not always "time flie when you're having fun", it could just be "time flies when you're freaking busy. It's like, er, I really don't know what it's like. BUSY got a whole new meaning for me. It's so not the busy-busyhan kind of thing, it's just plain and serious busy. I just have to be thankful that my September busy-ness was not as bad as August's. I WAS juggling acads, [fcking hard,fcking demanding] org application, fiends, numerous Kalai activities which I would have gladly attended (not that I had the time) had these not been looooong and belaboring [Eng1 :)]. But it's over now. No more org application. For the first time I REALLY REALLY studied, not just scanned notes, for a Math17 long exam. AND got a score I think I deserved, 'twas no uno but I felt real good about it and was not sulking about it. I did not stay up til 4AM for an Eng10 paper (got class at 8:30)...yeah, well,okay, I did that just one more time. I actually get to read the Kas1 readings. I memorized Eng1 vocab, and not names of people who could do power-trips on me anytime. I actually listened to my Bio1 prof's rantings, and participated in Geog1 group activities, with my mind out of rushing to their tambayan after class. Okay, I think you see the reason for my kabusyhan. I have nothing against the org. Why would I even bother to apply if I didn't think the org was great. Yeah they're great, but not all that. I was just not ready for such a big challenge. I wanted to be a freshie, and jut be "normal." AND I am not willing to sacrifice my acads yet. Coz deep inide I knew I could do better in my acads. I want to have a taste of victory muna before I head back to that application. But I really loved being an app, I gained around 27 friends, 19 of whom I had forged connections with. There are only 16 of them now, and I know they have much deeper connections with each other now. I'm happy about that, but I miss them a lot. It sounds silly but I feel there's some sort of barrier that keeps me form openly communicating with them again. I feel that there is a circle of intimacy between them that I should not intrude.
Shet drama. Hahahaha. [I won't be reading this post for a long time. I get ths urge to puke everytime I read some dramatic post of mine.]
Anyways, there were two things that really improved after August: friends and myself. I get to spend more time with them. I value them a lot of course, especially the BiSoc. They're not just friends from school or something. They're like friends-friends. And as cheesy as it may sound, we sort of became a family. I guess that's what living sa ilalim ng iisang bubong did to us. It's 11:16PM right now. The power was supposed to go down earlier at 8:00PM. Mabuti nang may kuryente, I'd be able to study for my MathLE4. I'm determined to really preapare for that exam since I have all the time.
What made me write tonight? Um, I was on senti mode from all the mush and cheese we've been watching. The girls of BiSoc have been on a movie marathon since yesternight. I have watched The Proposal, [the second half of] If Only, A Walk to Remember, and What Happens in Vegas. Shayne and Alex watched 17 Again. We were all in very good moods all throughout the day. Haaaai:)) We were watching Chasing Liberty just now but I had to go downbecause of curfew stuff during this bagyo-ey night. So yeah, I'd go to sleep na. It's been raining like crazy here all day but it's stopped now.

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Thursday, August 20 @ 12:57 AM

How do you summarize two months worth of life?

I haven't clicked on that orange (Alfred, that is orange, right?) 'PUBLISH POST' button for what I felt was eternity. Or rather clicked on it AND felt that I was really able to post something.

It has been two months since my last attempt to document my life in this blog.
I never imagined I could be so busy that I could not find time to blog. I mean, I guess I can but you know me, I don't do 'rush writing' so...yeah:D
I felt like I have been sucked into some sort of whirlwind/tornado/blender:D/blackhole then tossed, thrown, carried by rough currents and stuff then thrown back into 'reality' . . . which is why I'm here in Naga . . . and on Sunday night, I will be diving back (very hesitantly) to hell, I mean, to that blender. LIFE. I just wish that blender would come from LB, still full of . . . oh, heaven! That would be heaven! I suddenly find myself craving for LB's shahe shake shakes. XO~

So yeah, the last time I posted something in here, it was about me getting lost in UP Diliman with Alfred and Lorraine. So pre-UP. Haha.
~will continue this tomorrow.promise.haha~

Here's 'tomorrow'...

BLOCK
A day before the opening of classes, I spent some time in the CE freshies yahoogroup trying to confirm the activities and stuff. I didn't exactly know where I'd be going. I didn't get any reliable answer. I mean someone answered me (told me we were to have some sort of orientation at some theater) but he's just a freshie too. He couldn't have known better. I was hoping the 'Ate Abbey' moderator would answer me, but no. SOOO. The next day, which was the opening of classes, I still didn't know where to go. Poor me. Got dressed up and everything but still no idea where I should be going to. So I retorted to those freshie guides/handbooks I got from the Summer FOP, texted this 'Kuya Henry' from this ACES org since he's listed under the 'If you need help blah blah blah' thingo. Fortunately, the guy replied and saved me from much humiliation. And guess what??? He AND Ate Abbey were our block handlers pa! Weeee! So swerte talaga. We (the block + handlers) met up at lunch and had some sort of Kain Tour. The next day we were introduced to UP ACES, sila yung block handlers namin. Cool. Had to deal with the 'something unique' nanaman. Grrr. Can't really find something unique or interesting enough about me.
First friend ko was PJ. I sat beside him during Math. Stuck with each other for the first few days since we don't know many people there. Hahaha. (Takte, baka mali mali na sinasabi ko, antok na ko eh) FUN FACT: Si PJ ngayon ang pinakamataas na IQ na kakilala ko. Haha. Ayun, wala lang. Mabilis lang akong nagka-friends kasi sobrang kinapalan ko lang mukha ko. They don't know me naman so I'm free to be whoever I want to be. Yeaaah. =D

ACADS
Okaaaay naman:)
I have Math17, Bio1, Eng1, Kas1, Eng10, Geog1. Sabi nga ni Kuya Gen08B, kami ay mga BS GE. Hindi yan Geodetic Engineering. Gets mo?XD
These GE subjects are far more demanding than my major subject which is Math17.
Right now, I have to make an essay for Eng1, a concept paper and position paper for Eng10, read two books (seriously) for Bio1, write two reaction papers and attend a series of events for Kas1. I have nothing for Math17. Math17 never demanded anything from me. Kung matanggal ako sa UP, alam niyo kung anong subjects ang sisisihin. Peste.

KALAI
KantwoKat ako. 2nd floor girls. Partner corridor namin ang 1st Timers: Unosentes, sina Erron. May nagsuggest ng combined name namin na 'First Time with Two Pussies' Pusang gala talaga! hahahaha.
The campus map painted on the lobby is not accurate. Basta mali-mali ang street names.
We have scary guards here. But we also have human guards.
Acad orgs hold reviews for freshies here.
The UP Singing Ambassadors performed at the TV Area. And boy, were they GOOD. I specially liked their "Circle of Life" Weeeee! :))

ACES
AND ALL THE OTHER SHIT...
~tomorrow ulit...>_<

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Saturday, June 13 @ 10:06 AM

Naghahanap pa

Ayan. Wals nanaman akong maisip na ilagay dito. Kapag wala ako sa tapat ng PC, andami kong naiisip.

Nasa comshop ako. Isa lang ito sa pagkarami-raming comshop sa shopping center sa UP. Yeah, kala mo kung ano na yung shopping center dito. Ako rin kala ko kung ano na. Pero okay naman siya. Aircon ang shops.

6AM. Nagising ako. Wala lang nagising lang ako. Tapos natulog ulit.
7:08. Nagtext si Alfred kakain na daw kame. Ah okay. Ang saya ko, ang aga ko nagising=D
around 7:15. Punta kami sa mess hall ng Kalai. Bihon at tsokolate. Nakita nbamin si Yna/Ina/basta 'eeh-na' sa kabilang table.
around 8AM. Balik kami sa rooms. Maghuhugas ng stuff. Kasama ko si Lorraine. Naabutan ko sa room si Claudz (roommate ko, wow close!=D) kasama Dad niya.
After nun, bagpraktis kami ng poasikot-sikot sa UP at hinanap ang mga buildings namin. To Palma HallAS muna. Mali yung itinuro kong daan kaya mejo nag-exercise muna kami. Nakaabot kami sa Magsaysay Ave. O dba? Hinanap namin ang Penafrancia at San Felipe. O db nakakatawa ang joke ko. =D Nadaanan namin ang Vanguard at iba pang mga lugar na nde ko pa napupuntahan bago namin nakuha ang PH. Fine, AS.



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