Saturday, August 23 @ 10:15 PM
Faster. Higher. Stronger.
[[Milo?!]]
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You're so damn special. I don't care what they think of you (though I agree with them too). I always put in mind you were never what I wanted. There was nobody else who least fitted my ideal (not entirely true.ü). Yet that idea seems to dissolve everytime you hold me, smile at me, talk to me, laugh with me, laugh at me, send me your emo messages (despite your knowing of my anti-emoness), and even when you just catch my eye . . .
When you talk to me about your past/present/only love, jealousy barely registers on my mind. What I feel instead is joy, knowing that you are comfortable with me, knowing that you trust me. When you keep on denying that you have a crush on someone, yet you keep on asking (bugging, actually) me about her. When you get moody and offend me, then you pacify me . . .
When I know that you're hurting. And I know that she doesn't care anymore. Still I know it's her you want, coz it'll show if it's me. And I know that I can't and I WON'T take you away from where you want to be.
Labels: super senti, total rantdom
@ 9:45 PM
In the Stone
Just this morning, I felt that we, the DLMO, have begun our REAL training. And yes, you read it right - just TODAY. If I am not mistaken, this same month of last year, we were already polishing our Calabanga routine. But this year, we haven't even polished our music for the Civic. You can just imagine how sad/disappointed/frustrated/distressed/heartbroken/upset/discouraged/disheartened/dispirited I am right now;(
Earlier, when we were practicing our music in the lobby, our trainor asked us to line up. When he finished counting down, I was surprised to see him go all senti.
He was like "Naninibago ako. Dati pag pinapa-linya ko niyo, abot duman sa puro. Ngunyan, hilinga na. Sayang, sayang talaga."
He was refering to our VERY SHORT line. We were cut down from 60-something to just 45 members. And of course, he, too was upset abput it.
"Tanda ko kadto, si Mara yaon digdi (pointing to the first line). Tapos sa Lauren [...]. Tsk."
I haven't heard what else he said. I was hearing someone sobbing (hah!). I was just reminiscing, and I know the "gurangans" were too. Had this band retained its number of members, its old gleeful spirit would have not been lost.
I spent the rest of the practice time, thinking/visualizing what we would have been [already] doing had we have MOOOORE members.Labels: school, super senti, total rantdom
Thursday, August 14 @ 6:08 PM
hapii hapii
I'd be starting a new kind of entry for my blog. It's called "things that made me happy" and I got this idea from CANDY magazine.
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Things that made me happy today:
- I got through my exams in Programming, Electronics and Values Education without having my nose bleed.
- May sumapi kay Sir Oliva na anghel at ginawa lang niyang True or False ang exam sa electronics.
- My mom served pasta for breakfast. Yum!
- I ate the pasta for lunch.
- I ate it again for my afternoon snacks.
- And for dinner, you guessed it, pasta.
- I learned the "print the no. with the least value" thingamajigg from Brylle and Zelita an hour before our exams.
- Feeling ko genius ako when I taught Raymund and Jackie the same thing I learned from Brylle&Zelita.
- Hindi ako gaanong disappointed sa AP exam kahit hindi ko ito natapos pag-aralan.
Pinagtsismisan Pinagkwentuhan namin ni Mama, Papa, Abi & Deewa yung parents ng classmates ni Abi nung sa NPS siya.
Labels: everyday, happy list
Wednesday, August 13 @ 1:45 PM
uhn-nomatop-peya. paraduks, paraduks.
Kung mayaman ka, meron kang "allergy"
Kung mahirap ka,ang tawag dyan ay "galis" o "bakokang"
Sa mayaman, "nervous breakdown" dahil sa "tension and stress"
Sa mahirap, "sira ang ulo"
Sa mayamang "malikot ang kamay" ang tawag ay "kleptomaniac"
Sa mahirap, ang tawag ay "magnanakaw" o "kawatan"
Pag mayaman ka, you're "eccentric"
Kung mahirap ka, "may toyo ka sa ulo" o "may topak" o "may sayad"
Kung mayaman ka at sumakit ang ulo mo, ikaw ay may "migraine"
Kung mahirap ka naman at sumakit ang ulo mo, ikaw ay "nalipasan ng gutom"
Kung mayaman ka, you are referred to as someone who is "scoliotic"
Pero kung mahirap ka, ikaw ay "kuba"
Kung ang senorita mo ay maitim, ang tawag ay "morena" o "kayumanggi"
Pero kung isa kang domestic na maitim, ikaw ay "ita" o "negrita" o "baluga"
Kung nasa high society ka, you are called "slender" o balingkinitan"
Kung mahirap ka lang, you are plainly called "payatot" o "patpatin" o "ting-ting"
Kung nasa high society ka pa rin at ikaw ay maliit, ang tawag sa iyo ay"petite"
Kung mahirap ka lang, ikaw ay "pandak" o "bansot" o "unano" o "jabbar"
Kung socialite ka, ikaw ay "pleasingly plump"
Kapag mahirap ka at ika'y "mataba", "tabatsoy" o "lumba-lumba", pag minamalas ka, "baboy"
sKung well-off ka, at date ka rito, date ka roon, ang tawag sa iyo ay "game"
Kung mahirap ka ikaw ay "pakawala"
Kung mayamang alembong ka ang tawag sa iyo ay "liberated"
Pero kung isa kang dukha ang tawag sa iyo "malandi"
Kung may pera ka ang tawag sa iyo "single parent"
Pero kung wala kang trabaho ang tawag sa iyo "disgrasyada"
Health conscious ang tawag sa mayayamang puro gulay ang kinakain
Habang kakaawa ang mahirap na kumakain ng ganito
Sa exclusive school, "assertive" ang mga batang sumasagot sa mga guro
Pero pag ang mga mahihirap na bata ang sumasagot sa mga guro, ang tawag sakanila ay "walang hiya"
Ang mayamang tumatanda, "are graduating gracefully into senior citizenhood"
Ang mga mahihirap ay "gumugurang"
Ang anak ng mayaman ay "slow learner"
Ang anak ng mahirap ay "bobo" o "gunggong"
Kung mayaman ka at marami kang kumain, you flatter your host who says, "masarap kang kumain and I like you, you do justice to my cooking"
Kung ghastly peasant ka eating the same amount in the same house, your host will say to himself na ikaw ay "patay-gutom" o "hampaslupa" o "masiba"
Kung boss ka at binabasa mo ito sa PC mo, "okay lang"
Pero kung ikaw ay hamak na empleyado lamang, ikaw ay "nagbubulakbol" kaya forward mo na agad ito dahil nasa likod mo ang boss mo!
Credit: Shayne
Labels: credits needed, tags/survey
Monday, August 11 @ 7:02 PM
Castle in the Sky
Tuwang-tuwa ako!! Manigas na kayo sa inggit!! May sasabihin ako. Wahahaha. [MAARA KA NA!!]
Wala naman. "Nakatabi" ko kasi kwash ko matulog. You know, naptime sa hapon, siesta. Mga alas dos ng hapon. Nakaupo nga lang kami. Pero parehas pa rin yun! Hahahaha.
Yun lang naman. Aiiiee!Labels: total rantdom
Sunday, August 10 @ 11:36 PM
More Practice
KABANATA XXIII
GAWAIN:
Gamitin ang imahinasyon. Alas dose ng gabi, Linggo. May ginagawa kang pasulat na gawain para sa nag-mamajormajoran na subject na ValEd. May gagawin ka pang proyekto para sa Math. Magpiprint ta para sa kaklase mong humihingi ng tulong. Mag-uupload ka ng picture niyo ng crush mo. Then all of a sudden . . .
may ipis.
PAGSUSURING PANGNILALAMAN:
Una ay gunagapang lang. Sunod ay pumasok sa printer niyo. Ano ang gagawin mo?
...
Nakalabas na kunwari ang ipis. Pumunta naman sa ilalim ng computer desk mo. Ano ang gagawin mo?
...
Sa susunod na kabanata...
Ano kaya ang gagawin ng ating bida?
Matatapos niya kaya ang kanyang proyekto?
ABANGAN!
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Magsulat ng sanaysay tungkol sa kung ano ang iyong sasabihin kapag busy ka at may nakikipagkulitang ipis o kung ano mang insekto o hayop. Walang censor. Malayang paglalahad. Underlinan ang mga salitang trip mong salungguhitan.
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credit: Bob Ong
Labels: credits needed, everyday, total rantdom
Sunday, August 3 @ 1:23 PM
hoopcat
Yesterday kahapon, I made kapal my face and took the UPCAT. Sa UNC Seminar Hall the venue. Almost late pa nga me kasi dapat 12:30 present na dun, e kaso I made bili pa ng pencils namin ni Mund sa LCC kasi I didn't find any Mongol na pencil sa bahay. Nang makarating ako sa UNC, nandun si Mama galit nanaman kasi late na raw ako. Hindi pa kaya. Nag-liline lang yung iba nuh. Tapos yun parang pinapaalis ko siya nung nakita ko na friends ko. Tapos bago siya umalis binigyan niya pa ko ng chocolates para daw sa snacks. Pampakonsensiya ba yun? Efekti ha. [Huhu. Surry matheeer.] So yun, when I arrived na sa building, I saw a very mahabang pila. Buti nalang my friends were there so I made singit pa. Pero pumunta pa rin kami sa back ng line kasi...we just want to. Anyway, nakita ko dun si Eljay, yung ex-cwush kow. Pero 'twas so tagal so we made tambay muna sa mga benches dun. So yeah, then we made pila na para makapasok na sa testing room. But twas still so tagal so we lipat-ipat na sa kabilang line. Naunahan pa namin yung mga early people. Awww, too bad for them.
Nung nasa testing room na kami, they gave us instructions. How very paradoxical [is there such a word?!] eh, they were giving us instructions like we were meek kindergarteners but they gave us tests like we were professionals or geniuses or something - which I totally am not.
Quote for the day:
If everybody loves Raymond, then Raymond loves himself!
Haha. Wula lang. Test item yan.
So yeah. I'm gonna make rest na kasi my back and neck are aching. That's what you get when you sit hunchbacked for five hours straight.
Labels: everyday
@ 12:08 PM
Lalalallaalla
I just came across this site-generating insult insult-generating site. Here are some of my favorites.
- Boner Drinking Hamster Bender [boner: when a man gets yeah. go figure]
- Pimple Burping Seal Face
- Crap Squeezing Crap Flab [you can never have too much crap]
- Butter Loving Boner Banger [ouch?!]
- Earwax Licking Groin Tamer
- Hamster Humping Nose Face
Uh, now it gets boring.Labels: kapatalan, total rantdom
